Things I didn't think I cared about much before

Before my entire body changed and/or gave up.

I can't wait to:
wear my wedding ring
see my ankle bones
lay on my stomach
be able to lie down without having acid reflux
drink dr. pepper and root beer
wear more than sandals
have normal sized body parts
paint my own toes
stop worrying about stretch marks
have the energy to walk up stairs, go to disneyland, make a normal meal, clean my bathroom, get dressed.

mostly, I want to hold my babe on the outside of my body. and see David hold him.

End of June

June has been a super busy month for us. I don't even know what we've been doing! I guess we've had a lot of family gatherings, family in town, celebrations, and mini vacations. We celebrated my birthday with dinner + a movie, and David brought me home a few stems of one of my favorite flowers- white hydrangeas. I finally put up the frames I've been collecting for almost a year above our couch. I'm not 100% satisfied with the arrangement yet. We've also been spending a lot of time up the mountain which has been awesome for us, because we're trying to take advantage of our last days alone together. Oh, and David set up the crib! The baby won't have his own room since we're in a one bedroom, so it's just pushed into a little corner for now. It's becoming more real!